Let's Not Talk About Love
Has your character ever fallen in love with another player's character?
For most of my gaming career, I have always attempted to have some sort of emotional bond to at least one other character in the game I was playing. As I played, I started as siblings, to wives, to cousins, to lovers, to exes, and eventually, back to siblings. But there was never really any emotion involved in these titles I picked up for my characters. It was just a fact about them.
However, I've found over the last few years, as women have become more and more common, and the story has become more and more the focus, that's slowly changing. Emotions and emotional games are starting to take hold.
It's perfectly normal now for my characters to run an emotional marathon with one or two other PC's. I will always ask consent from the other player first. "Is it okay if Lexi falls for Michael?" But in general, my characters are now mature and well developed enough to fall in love, fall out of love, fuck it up, make mistakes, break up, and try again. They have an emotional capacity, which means that I do as well, as a player.
Why is this important? Because of basic human needs. We need: To be loved, to be needed, and to have a purpose. I make sure my characters strive for these things. They will always want to be loved and want to love someone. They will want to be needed and need someone. They will want a purpose and want other people to feel purposeful. Often these things will blend.
But even though we love shows about complicated human relationships, mind numbing (and often sexist) epic romances, and interpersonal conflict ridden comic books, we can't quite get this down on paper as our characters. We don't want to pause to have the dramatic argument when a friend betrays us in game. In fact, we'd rather any betrayer just be simply evil so that it's not weird when we kill them. Our friend.
In a world where resurrection spells are the norm, shouldn't the frequent death of our friends eventually take a toll? Shouldn't we all have PTSD? I mean, our characters, anyways. And yet only recently are systems coming out that compliment these questions, relationships, and human needs. Games like the Apocalypse World hacks, Hillfolk, and Avery McDaldno's Dream Askew have begun to ask those important questions.
And here's the best part: THESE GAMES ARE AWESOME.
Monsterhearts, Urban Shadows, and Hillfolk have given me some of the most emotional and fulfilling games I've ever played. They were traumatizing, riveting, and got under your skin. They provide you with a beautiful cast of characters who need things from each other, and will do whatever it takes (sometimes) to get those needs fulfilled. Hillfolk does this on whatever background you want and welcomes external conflict to go with the internal conflict. As does Urban Shadows. Monsterhearts is about the messy lives of teenage monsters. And it sounds like a game you don't want to try. But play it once (better twice) and you'll be hooked.
Let's talk about love. And sex. And lust. And need. And want. And hate. And agony. And heartbreak. Let's talk about it all in games. I wanna see my friendships grow deep and meaningful, fall apart, get thrown together again but never quite be the same. I want my characters to love, to cry, to get heartbroken, to feel moments of true happiness, and to be thankful for the happy moments. I want them to feel hope because someone else thinks they're beautiful, to feel despair when someone they love is threatened, I want them to feel unsafe because their loved one lied to them.
Human interaction is where story comes from. It's not about the quest, it's about the quester. And her lover. And her best friend. And her mentor. And what they mean to each other. Not what they meant to the world.